tell me, where have you gone, my love?

well i finally figured out how to accept the blogger invite. :p

so. what's been new in my life. in between all the make-up work for my classes (i missed 6 days to go on a mission trip to mexico) and working my actual job, and attempting to get in shape, and trying to leave room for the activities i actually enjoy, i've been thinking about a certain boy.

i know that doesn't sound like much time to think about him, but surprisingly it has been.

i feel like a little kid again.

Honestly you think you finally have things together, and then you realize there's one thing, just one thing, you still wish you weren't lacking. It's ridiculous and selfish and junior high-ish. And I believe if I'm supposed to be with someone, things will work themselves out.

But that doesn't mean I can sit still and watch nothing happen.

I still have to fret about what night I should call him, or if I even SHOULD call him.

(i still fear never seeing him again.)