disgrace.

I don't understand how people can cling so tightly to one particular sin they know is wrong, try to rationalize it, make it ok, tell themselves it's fine..and then go to God and pretend like he doesn't know about it . . .and be okay.

It's easy to tell myself it's ok when I'm not reading His word or talking to him. But then I do..and I start to feel guilty..so I just stop reading, stop coming to Him altogether.

I try to rationalize it every single day. "The Bible doesn't directly speak about it, so it's okay." And I go to God..I feel guilt, and sometimes I choose my sin before my God.

What a disgrace.