i'm so sick of goodbyes.

yeaaah..

i've noticed that a lot of life is saying goodbye to the people i love, the people i need, and i am getting really tired of it.

it's just to cross one more off the list.

i'm going to jam my fingers into my eyes so i won't cry. i am sick of caring so much, and feeling so deeply, when all it does is hurt.

i'm going to forget for now until i have the self-control to remember.