Skin deep.

It just seems like I can never get my way.

My mom FINALLY schedules me an appointment so I can go on Accutane, something she said she would do months ago, and there's a problem with pharmacist and I may not be able to get it at all. In the meantime, my acne has gotten, if possible, worse.

I go to get a perm, nothing really tight, just so I can have some wave to my hair. I leave the salon happy enough, and an hour later I realize that my hair is basically straight, except now it's styled with a cut that would be great for curly hair, but instead makes my head look like a mushroom. I call the salon, and the lady who did my hair will NOT call back.

Still fat, but I can't blame anyone else for that one.

I just wanted to be able to go into my senior year finally pretty. Truly happy with myself, not just settling, you know?

ha.