(even if your hope has burned with time)

i feel like everything exploded everywhere.

tonight was something radical with every relationship possible

..it seemed.

i'm tired and..
lonely.

all the time.

also, we're selling my car. it's busted for the billionth time and i don't have money to keep fixing it. my dad can't even fix it.

so.
no more driving late at night down backroads listening to beautiful music.

i miss feeling.