and our hearts are on the everglow

For the first time in ages, I have a crush on a boy.

Haha, it cracks me up. I'm over-analyzing every little situation and way over-thinking it all. And I know it'll probably amount to nothing, I mean I'm not dumb. But it is so good to actually kind of like a guy again. And flirting? Hah, wow, I forgot how much fun that is, too. I just want to sit down with one of my roommates and giggle over it and tell her all about what he said and what I said and this and that. It's ridiculous and I love it.

I'm probably not ready to date yet or anything, but it's so nice to know that I'm not broken. I mean I already knew that, but it's nice to have feelings for someone again - even if it's totally stupid and baseless.

Yayyyyy