lessons

God teaches the hardest lessons at the times you think are the worst.
but really, it is the best time,
because they save you aches and grief.

one

I am becoming so increasingly aware of my singleness. I've been single for almost five months now. That's really weird for me, though I guess before my last relationship, I'd been single for pretty much ...ever?

I'm ready for a real relationship again. I think

Jim in Real Life

I walked into the bathroom at Applebee's tonight, and, to my surprise, found this guy I like cleaning the mirrors. He said "fancy meeting you here!" annnnnd I'm pretty sure I almost died from the awkwardness that was happening.

About 45 minutes later, when he clocked out, he came and sat with me and my roommates. He's really cute.

He unintentionally makes Jim Halpert faces. Maybe that's why I like him so much.

someday

I sometimes wonder if there is someone out there that will appreciate me and...
My messy hair and how I snort when I laugh.
my undeniable love for cherry cheesecake and books.
how much I talk and the ideas that spurt from my mouth.
my crazy dance parties I hold with myself at 1:30am.
my love to cuddle and the way I crack my knuckles.

someone to appreciate me for who I am.