never been kissed

I am really surprised that the Chicago Tribune even bothered writing an article on this. When I know people who lost their virginity by 14, 15, 16...definitely kind of relieving to see that this is still out there and that it is getting media attention.

Granted, it's not for me...I remember wanting to marry my first boyfriend but I don't think I ever planned to save my first kiss. :p

I used to be an artist...

...but that light has died in the past few years.

what happened?

im going to remember to remember to forget you forgot me

i am really getting tired of boys only being good friends or talking to me or caring when they think they have a chance with me. as if them being nice is some kind of effort they have to put in to receive the reward of mah sExi* bOdYyy~~ and college luv. as if over a year of friendship means nothing because i might be interested in someone else.

i know how hard it is to watch someone you like and care about put their romantic attention elsewhere. I KNOW. ive been there so many times. but damn. at least i can hold down a friendship.