im going to remember to remember to forget you forgot me

i am really getting tired of boys only being good friends or talking to me or caring when they think they have a chance with me. as if them being nice is some kind of effort they have to put in to receive the reward of mah sExi* bOdYyy~~ and college luv. as if over a year of friendship means nothing because i might be interested in someone else.

i know how hard it is to watch someone you like and care about put their romantic attention elsewhere. I KNOW. ive been there so many times. but damn. at least i can hold down a friendship.